Slaying my own demons…

On Soul Fire Wednesdays will I not only be recommending books to you that could potentially change your life and help you manifest your soul desires, but I will also share real life success stories of the soul medicine applied within that book. Today I will be your real life case study and success story at the same time. Let me begin.

Today was just one of those days. I woke up and I really just felt bleh! meh! and blue!

At first all I wanted to do is crawl back into bed and hide underneath the covers. Just stay there for the day until it goes away! But then I persuaded myself to do some yoga for my back. And then I persuaded myself to make myself a cup of coffee. And then I made a request : “What the heck is going on? Please enlighten me!”

I was provided the answer fairly quickly. I have developed a strong sense of emotional intelligence over the years. I got the sense that I was feeling mighty blue about my current business efforts because I was feeling the feelings “of not good enough” AND “not doing enough”….

But I dug dipper than that. Where were those feelings coming from when just a couple of days ago I was feeling gloriously victorious about it all. And then I realized….

It was just one of those days where….

1- I slay my own demons
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2- I lick my own wounds
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3- I apply my very own soul medicine
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After this insight illuminated my blues for me, I witnessed the sheer power of a book like I have witnessed it all throughout my life….. just a few hours later.

The right book always finds me at exactly the right time. And it is like it opens this magical portal of transformation for me. Asking me : “Are you gonna step through honey? We are waiting for you on the other side…”

So I did today as I always do. I trusted my divine guidance and spirit dream team and I stepped through the portal of transformation where I knew my soul medicine would await me.

Alex Beadon – my Feel Good Blogging Mentor – recommended a book in her Chatty Tuesday episode and I went ahead and trusted that little hunch that this would entail exactly what I needed today. So I went ahead and bought the book on kindle.

I share with you today not only what soul medicine was awaiting me through the medium of a book but I also share with you the immense power a book will hold as a transformational catalyst if you open up to its magic and message. I have been reading books passionately since I was 11 years old. They have been my mentors and they have accompanied me through the biggest transformational processes of my life.

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I am very passionate about empowering YOU to help yourself. By showing you “How to create a Happy Wholesome Life through the power of books”. Whenever someone asks me what it is that I actually do at Happy Wholesome Life, my answer always is : ” I empower women to help themselves. By identifying and healing their wounds. The ones that are robbing them of their experience of victory. I then teach women how their healing and sacred self care practice will ground their dreams into prospering reality.”

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Today I want to take the time to thank you for being here, reading this blog. And I want to thank you for signing up to my list ( you can do so now in the opt in box to the right ). I believe there is a reason you are here.

Today I want to share with you the transformational power of a book – ‘live’ – by being your living example. And today I want to reveal the two books that I will be giving away as a pre launch gift to a winner of my email list.

I will be giving away The Art of Extreme Self-Care: Transform Your Life One Month at a Time  by Cheryl Richardson and The Law of Attraction, Plain and Simple: Create the Extraordinary Life That You Deserve by Sonia Ricotti.

I will be giving away exactly those two books, because in a very simplified manner, these two books sum up what my work is all about , and what books – my mentors- have taught me to master and understand for the past 25 years : The Law of Attraction & Sacred Self Care.

And now I share with you a dose of soul medicine that challenged me to grow, transcend, transmute, transform, and expand into a better version of myself today.

Every book, every story it tells, and every message it shares bears a healing activation within. Let’s look at the definition of ‘to heal’ – make whole or sound again, become healthy or well again, to restore to original purity or integrity.

Now I think anyone that loves self-help books, personal growth & development books as much as I do, will agree, that we read them in the hopes of healing ourselves. Won’t you say?

So let me share what healed me reading today’s book. And let me also share with you my experience of real life success.

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Dear God,
I feel myself falling into the hole of self pity, self obsession, and negativity.
I know I shouldn’t think this way, but I am afraid and cannot stop.
Please replace my thoughts with Yours, dear God.
Please send me the miracle of new eyes and ears,
That I might know my greater good.
Amen.

From ‘ The Law of Divine Compensation – On Work, Money and Miracles’ by Marriane Williamson

Dear God,
Please help me to forgive my mistakes of the past.
Please help me to forgive those who denied me my good.
Please show me the innocence inside of us all.
I am willing to see that only love is real,
But the pain of circumstances holds a grip on my heart.
Please flood my mind with divine perception,

That I might see through the veil of illusion
And be free to begin again.
Thank you , God.
Amen

And now the words, that followed the prayers…

The words that cut right through it all and felt like they were meant just for me at that exact point in time. They eased my pain, comforted me. They resonated so strongly in my heart that time seemed to stand still as I was reading them :

“You are internally programmed to rise to your highest creative potential. Nothing you do can erase the yearning of the universe to give it to you. No deviation from love – on your part or anyone else’s – can keep the universe from its divine intention that your life be one of fullness and joy.

Whatever you have lost is programmed to return – in another form, in another situation, in another town, or with other people, perhaps, but through the power of atonement, it will return.”

And then my eyes filled with tears as I felt love enter my system……

And at that exact moment a warm wave of forgiveness flushed my body. I forgave myself. I forgave a past business failed. And I forgave an ex- business partner that had painfully labelled me a loser. I had powerfully transformed a leaden human experience into spiritual gold through the power of the written word and allowing it to infuse my heart.

 

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